Brown Eyed Girl

Essay text:

Are you really looking at me Far into my eyes And straight to my heart Are you in the process of making my day Revulsion strikes Is it with abhorrence That you now show to me Tell me Am I a disgrace to society Or am I a victim of it Five seconds This is getting weird Is this the way it works Are you building my self-esteem My ego Or are you slowly tearing it apart Tell me What am I doing Am I supposed to feel this way Do you feel this way Tell me Must we engage in conversation Or does this tell enough Are you sincere Is this all I need to do to feel like I know you Which way do I go Continue to gaze Or fall short This is becoming a greater challenge How are you so good at it Is this bonding or is this competition A subliminal game Confronting me with something But not saying it for the people around to hear Leaving me to wonder What did I do wrong and When Don’t do this to me What did I do to you What will you do to me Humiliation Is funny to everyone except the humiliated Please don’t Ten seconds Is this normal I have never done this in my life Something Something there to keep me interested Why Persistence I can feel nothing else Your eyes I can see nothing else Large volume of hope What if What if What are you doing This is fun Don’t stop Please don’t Your eyes move slightly to the side Then I see someone walk past me He walks up to you You turn around His fingers interlock with yours and you walk off together Boyfriend Wait I just wanted to tell you that It was nice meeting you It was too good to be true I will have my chance My time will come As for now Thank you and Goodbye Brown Eyed Girl